Monday, July 2, 2007
I keep trying to start diet after diet, and I keep failing. I can't even follow it for one day. What is wrong with me? I have exactly 6 months until I will be 40, and I really don't want to start the second 1/2 of my life this fat. So, my weight makes me depressed, and since I'm depressed, I tend to yell at my kids. yelling at my kid makes me feel even more guilty, and then I turn to food to console myself because I'm so fat AND a bad mother.