Monday, July 2, 2007

Discouraged

I keep trying to start diet after diet, and I keep failing. I can't even follow it for one day. What is wrong with me? I have exactly 6 months until I will be 40, and I really don't want to start the second 1/2 of my life this fat. So, my weight makes me depressed, and since I'm depressed, I tend to yell at my kids. yelling at my kid makes me feel even more guilty, and then I turn to food to console myself because I'm so fat AND a bad mother.

1 comment:

Amber said...

Believe me, I UNDERSTAND. Your comment on my blog made me chuckle a bit because I am still carrying around 25 extra pounds of post-baby weight and I just can't get it off. However, I have made a commitment to exercise every day and that has helped my morale considerably, even if I can't get those stubborn pounds off!